Better Days Ahead

Today will be a million times better than yesterday. I hope. Anywho. So I have decided not to worry about the whole break situation with Lesli. This is about her finding out what she wants and what makes her happy. If I don't meet those things, that's ok. She deserves to find the person who always makes her happy, who is exactly who she wants. I will not stand in the way of that. I'll just wait and see what she wants, and go along with her decision.

So today was County Contest for 4-H, and the theme this year was Frozen, of course. With how well it did in theaters, it didn't surprise me at all that it was the theme. So I didn't really feel like I did anything productive today. Ari and I were supposed to help our dad with the contest he was supervising, which was home ec demos. There was hardly anyone there, and they were done super early. So then we went downstairs to where our mom was. She helped Karim with prepared speeches, but again, no one was there. So when there was a lull, she went with us to impromptu speaking, the one contest Ari and I did this year. It was pretty easy. We go in, pick three unknown topic from a container, read the topics, and then decide which one to write about. Being senior members, I had three minutes to prepare the speech, and it had to last between 3 and 5 minutes. The topic I chose was what it means to be a winner. I spoke for three minutes and nine seconds. I just talked about what I though being a winner meant. Anywho, so after we both did that, we had lunch. It was amazing spaghetti. When we finished with that, Ari and I went outside to warm up, since the building was freezing. We were out there for quite a while. Then we went back after they had judged the last speech. When that was over and done with, Noel took us out driving. It was fun. He said he was impressed. We drove around student housing at NMSU, so we had to be really careful. I'm so glad I didn't hit anyone, or anything. I had fun, and I'm so glad he was impressed. All in all, I have driven almost two hours. I love it. Sometimes other cars still scare me, but I think practice will help me get over it.

Right now, I'm just vegging until I have to go to church. During the summer, the 11 o' clock mass is canceled, so the choir I play with either has to split the time with the 9 o' clock choir, or just play on Saturdays. We decided this year to just play on Saturdays. That mass is at five in the evening. So I'm just sitting here, on the computer. I'm going to post this even though I still have stuff to do. I guess I'll just blog about it later. Anyways. Plans for tomorrow. We are going to the movies with Leah at around four, and then hopefully to music in the park. I told Lesli about it, but I'm not sure she will go. I'm not sure I want her to go. The whole point was to see her, but since we are on break, I'm not so sure that would be a good idea. Oh well. What happens, happens. I'll deal with it when it does. So long for now!